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[30 Jul 2006|11:44pm] |
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People suck so much..and the disappointment is overwhelming at times. I need a lot of liquor and a man that will let me abuse him so I feel a little more in control.
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[10 Jul 2006|01:25am] |
So....No one ever posts anymore...is livejournal dissappearing?!?!?!? *blood curdling scream*
Anywho, I start my new job on Friday. The thing I'm most nervous about...is telling people what not to do..ya know, like if they're doing something they're not supposed to. I've never been in an authoritative position. bleh
Still struggling with being poor...bad. I pretty much paid my bare minimum bills...but...still lack food for gas...food....credit cards which will be way overdue. yay late fees. damn.
But on the upside of things..with my new income and saving my annuity over the next year or so..I will be in a position to get a house soon. and that is super exciting. yes. I mean..yeah..it will be my starter house..it won't be a huge mansion or anything like that..but the important thing is..it will be mine. yeah. im excited.
but..i might wait...because..i kinda want to transfer.....i want a change of scenery really bad. ive been stir crazy for some time now.
but yeah....im excited to have a job im not ashamed of..yep.
everything else normal. fourth of july sucked really bad..kinda wish i had a do over on that one. I miss you dezzo! that's all.
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[01 Jul 2006|01:09pm] |
Good news: I got the manager job at Jason's Deli. Hello Salary goodbye shitty tips.
Bad News: I dont start for another two weeks...which means up to four to five weeks before I get paid. Im running out of money fast.
Any i deas on how to make money fast? Im going to a temp agency on monday. But I really only have two weeks that I could work. yep.....I think I'ma have to hit up the plasma bank....
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[24 Jun 2006|01:54pm] |
| You Are 62% Indie | 
You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal.
You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure! |
um....yeah..these are really gay
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[24 Jun 2006|01:51pm] |
| You Are Absinthe | 
You are a sloppy drunk, purposely so
If drinking doesn't make you feel crazy, it's not any fun
Truth be told, you tend to prefer drugs to drinking
But you'd never pass up any absinthe that came your way! |
this is sad but so true.
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[24 Jun 2006|01:16pm] |
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So Im nearing the end of my unemployment/forced vacation. Today I woke up watched absolutely fabulous. Patrice went to eatzies and bought me breakfast and gormet tiramisu for later..coffee from einsteins bagels. yep. really awesome. Then we went and swam, laid out by the pool and got really drunk before two oclock. Now we're going drunk shopping. Its the best. I dont know if any of you ever watch absolutely fabulous..but its a british comedy and its so funny. Patsy is my favorite. Pretty much my goal is to be like her when im her age. A fifty yr old drunk drug abusing slut that doesnt care what anybody thinks...and dresses damn well while doing it. lol. god..im so drunk and its only 1:30 pm....I love vacation..or holiday as patsy would say. um..yeah..im gonna go buy dezzo's b day present now. and.....um.....i cant remember what else was 0n my agenda today.
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[20 Jun 2006|11:17am] |
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So today I have a lot of interviews and am really counting on landing at least one job (crosses fingers) geez. super scared. But I guess if it's meant to be it will be. I have a great interview outfit, Great resume, and Ive been practicing interview questions for days. Im ready. Wish me luck everybody. Maybe by next week I wont have to be a server anymore.
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[16 Jun 2006|11:43pm] |
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So..I finally did what I've needed to do for a long time. I quit my job to persue better oppurtunities. Next week I begin a blur of interviews for management positions. Hopefully I'll be financially comfortable immediately...and actually have oppurtunity to make more money in the future. I feel so much better already. I feel like I have a future...something greater than just serving burgers and fries. Im so excited. Maybe things are looking up. Dez, after I get my big pimpin' job can I be your sugar momma?
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[30 May 2006|01:25am] |
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so.......My roomate crystal and her boyfriend are overly happy and giggly when they hang out here. and you can here them throughout the apartment. I on the other hand am bitter lonely and single so I have zero tolerance for this giggly bullshit. Im not getting any...I dont want to know others are. Yeah...thats right..no happiness in this damn apartment, its not allowd.
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[29 May 2006|01:50am] |
So yeah..Carlos' last night in town so we go hang out with him at Sports City. Carlos' ex roomate is up there with his fat bitch girlfriend who is drunk and talking shit so bad. Laci and I were this close (puts thumb and pointer finger dangerously close together) to kicking her ass. I mean...seriously....I never want to be so drunk that I just make an ass of myself, my boyfriend, and look that fucking stupid. I hope to god I havent done it yet....but...yeah. I dunno. I was fired up.
Anywho..tomorrow is memorial day (i think thats what it is) and im off. Gonna have some barbecue and be uber lazy.
yeah.....I am yet again..single..and for the long run I think..
signing off, the bitter old lonely bitch.
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[28 May 2006|03:38am] |
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work sucked really bad....yeah....But We went and got drunk for super cheap cuz the bartenders at wings and things always hook it up. Yeah..then laci and i went to ihop in rockwall..where we didnt get greeted so we got up and left and were gonna go to the ihop in garland off centerville but we got distracted by steak and shake and stopped to get cheese fries and a shake. then we went to ihope..had some eggs and chicken fried steak. mmmmmmm.....im still drunk, way full and a little happy for no apparent reason. yeah....theres nothing better than being drunk and driving down the highway in a convertable singing along to the cranberries. I love those crazy irish sounds she makes. rawr.
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[23 May 2006|02:46am] |
Just another fucking disappointment.
Im done.
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[19 May 2006|12:47am] |
Job sucks
love life sucks
debt sucks
school sucks
everything..is just blah.
Thats my bitch rant. Im cutting it short today. I just feel...defeated sometimes.
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[17 May 2006|04:29pm] |
| Your Linguistic Profile:: | | 50% General American English | | 30% Dixie | | 10% Yankee | | 5% Midwestern | | 0% Upper Midwestern |
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[07 May 2006|01:04pm] |
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Last night was so much fun. Me laci and Crystal were off work last night. We made pina coladas and layed around in our pajamas and listened to music. Then we got dolled up and went out for some food and margaritas.....We came home and sang karaoke ....something about being drunk makes you go tone deaf i think. It was fun..yeah. Now..I have to clean up and go to work. meh.
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[05 May 2006|09:12pm] |
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so...Its cinco de mayo and where am I? Sitting at home in my pjs eating out a frozen yogurt container....Not having a vehicle sucks. Only one more week though. Im pretty bummed....I am indeed..sulking.
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[27 Apr 2006|10:27am] |
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So..I got moved in to the apt...its wonderful and oh so cute. We just got our cable/internet today. awesome. God, the cable guy got here so early and we were all asleep and cranky. but yeah.I work a double today..that will suck...but anywho..Later, hos!
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[17 Apr 2006|11:10pm] |
so..easter is offically over. Thank god. Food good...Family..Im tired of anserwing the same old questions:
1. So, are you still working at chilis?
2. Have you gone back to school yet?
3. Have you met anyone yet?
4. Are you going to take your real estate exam any time soon?
5. I thought you were dieting?
yeah..Im all put out....I just want to live in shame...unbotherd..the catlady that works at chilis
So Im moving on sat/sun if any strong men want to offer their muscles to me..it would be appreciated.
Tonight I finally watched all of the big lebowski. it was funny..me and laci watched that and ate some taco bueno...we really know how to fuck up our diet good.
not that i didnt finish a whole bag of chocolate coins today..ahem
man..you really realize how long your hair has gotten when summer comes around..it was so hot today..thought i was gonna pass out. went to see the moms..still crazy as ever. perhaps more.
oh, I bought the new yeah yeah yeah's cd today.Im pretty pleased about that. I like their sound. Reminds me of the white stripes, who I thoroughly enjoy. yes. indeed. Well that's all ..I hadnt posted in a while. thought it was time. i miss my favorite canadian.
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[11 Apr 2006|02:03pm] |
so....I have to go to work =-(
It's been a depressing week. All work and no play makes sarah a dull girl...and an angry one.
Im constantly broke..My god I need money.
Um....so I tried to redo my myspace layout..but apparently Im too dumb. Will someone just do it for me? I have the picture I want as my background in photobucket...I just..don't know how to get it there. blah.
yeah....ok...im off to work.
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[07 Apr 2006|04:11am] |
GIRLS GONE WILD: IN THE SUPERMARKET
as you can tell i have nothing better to do. My bum of a boyfriend went to sleep..."Its an hour later in canada, babe" whine whine whine. haha. just joking.
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