Tonight was a lot of fun...Laci and I went to chiis and had margaritas, nachos, and fried pickles...wierd i know....and we went and saw a terrible terrible heinous movie (When a stranger calls) oh my fuckin god I would give my left arm to have those two hrs back. yeah, so then we went to sports city, had a drink and watched the bikini contest, well, what we could see over the crowd. Then off to leo's where everyone was drunk...but it was funny to sit back and laugh at the drunkies for a change rather than being laughed at. haha. Then to Ihop for some late night breakfast and talk of boys. good stuff all around. I really enjoy getting all dolled up to go out with my gal pals.

So, Im moving in to the house with krystal and haley. im really excited.

In other news...a series of events have taken place that I believe have greatly aided in helping me move on from jimmy. I really regret all the mean things I ever said to him or about him, I hope one day I get the chance to tell him that he wasnt a mistake, he's not a loser, and Im sorry that we werent meant to be. I hope He finds the love he seeks. Why is it that it takes embarrasment and so much pain to realize that its not all that bad...and that things really do work out for the better....I dunno.

All I care a bout is I have my dezzo back...I smile more everyday knowing I didnt lose my friend. Speaking of, did ya'll see those pics of her in that tube top thing..damn, those are some big tah tah's

um so yeah..thats all. i grew up a lot this weekend I think....too long of a story to write. but just know...i did.